18 Comments

ahhhh Betty Ford in the winter. What fond memories; shorts & flip flops in Feb every day :)

Expand full comment
author

Indeed—pink clouds every day 😂

Expand full comment

Loved it! I’m going to remember this essay when I walk past the neighborhood woodpeckers.

Expand full comment
author

I hope your neighbors are sober—or you might see them out in the yard in their jammies with a pellet gun 😂☺️

Expand full comment

.. lucky you .. yes there’s a whole lotta good - life happenstance - behind that birdwatching smile ..

Stonehenge was more or less - ‘for you as a successful juvie addict that got busted way hard for being too fucked up for their own good & all of a sudden was prison time or this potential Free Pass to a ‘Farm & you can get in if you’re voted in.. ONLY .. it was an emotional war zone.. we even had one ‘permanent guest .. hadn’t thought of him in years.. ya.. he’s one of ‘the birds.. haha .. put a smile on my face ! Thanks !

You made it too far .. you describe those times well - and you made ‘the bigs too - the big time Events / Broadcasting ! The advantage you had was prior having a ton of Life experience that was also pretty damn cool .. & later - the recovery - & too much of you wanted to get back to that sense & groove & .. has refused to fail ! succeeded .. those kids were probably like I say.. very much like you.. these kids had good, even great families & lives - their families tracked Stonehenge down..

You got ‘back to where you wanted needed to be.. ‘had the parts - as we would say..

So that will always put a smile on me .. same re Patrick Brazeau .. I thought he was a complete loser .. & he was ! But I caught his comeback real early & he had my 100% support .. you should see him with his kids .. man o man .. he is one rockin dude .. another smile just knowing him ! haha !

Expand full comment
author

Thanks Thomas. I’m really glad to hear about Patrick. 🙏

Expand full comment

Patrick is Four Years - In Recovery ..

Expand full comment
Sep 4Liked by Dee Rambeau

"Fuck you very much. I'm better now " 😂

Expand full comment
author

Appropriate at the time 🤷🏻‍♂️😂

Expand full comment
Sep 5·edited Sep 5Liked by Dee Rambeau

“I am free. I am a survivor” - 5 very important words to live by !

Expand full comment
author

🙏🙏

Expand full comment
Sep 5Liked by Dee Rambeau

Awesome view of the now beautiful morning. Glad you stuck around and chose to be sober. 💞

Expand full comment
author

Me too Teyani. Morning is my favorite time of day now 🙏❤️

Expand full comment

I absolutely love this. Did not know it was National Recovery Month either. Funny you had an experience with the magpie. One of my best friends in recovery, who we did lose a number of years back, we used to laugh so hard together she'd say we reminded her of magpies because of how we sounded. It reminded me of her lol. Thank you for sharing this.

Expand full comment
author

I’m sorry for your loss 😓

Expand full comment
author

Thanks for reading my friend. I can only imagine human voices like a magpie. 😳

Expand full comment

I enjoyed this immensely. Thank you for your openness and authenticity.

Expand full comment
author

Thank you Richard 🙏

Expand full comment